Wednesday, May 7, 2008

A year ago ...

Let's call her D.

Exactly a year ago,we called it quits.We both knew on that day it was never going to work out because of our blood group status.You were 'AS' and I was also 'AS'.I can remember vividly the tears in your eyes that night.You cried out your eyes like never before.It was so difficult for me to console you that night.D went back to her room that night only for her to knock on my door at about 5'o clock the next day.I felt it in my bones that morning that you were on your way to my room(we were that close).When you knocked,it wasn't much of a surprise.The tears continued to flow that morning because we were both leaving school that day.

We thought it was over but we couldn't just leave each other because what we shared was REAL.I had to tell a lie to travel for about 2hours just to see you.The few hours we spent together went a long way to show how much we had missed each other but we kept telling ourselves we had broken up.I still remember our last words to each other when you saw me off to the park.

A week later,D was back in town.It was just so difficult to stay away from each other or was I finding it difficult to stay away from D.We were together for a few days when I allowed one of my moods to finally put a stop to our relationship.We had a fight that virtually spoilt everything we had shared 4 a long time.I got pissed because you were finding it so difficult to forgive me after I had apologised.I allowed the bitterness of that misunderstanding to control my decisions of finally calling it quits with you.

D thought I was the most wicked guy that ever lived.

I hope I will be able to sit D down someday in the nearest future and let her realise that if I didn't move on with my life, we would still be toiling with our future,our lives and our emotions.

It's exactly a year that we broke up but D still lingers in my heart.If D ever gets to read this,I want her to know I will always appreciate her for giving me a chance to come into her life!

13 comments:

Afrobabe said...

awwwwww. thats so sad....have some friends who have just broken up based on the same thing...

the anguish you have to face with the kids ss is not worth it...

you both will find something else...

Abby said...

awww....
hey dear
(i blasted my exams,lol)....
im sure God will bless with someone else...

Abby said...

u have been tagged!!!
c my blog for details....

Sha said...

awwww, damn. that sucks man... wow, all the best. It is well

LG said...

ehya.. pele but not to worry, u ll soon find ur OWN

*tanx for dropping by*

TinTin said...

its so sad when things like this (blood group) become an issue where true love is concerned!!! so so sorry!! u must have REALLY loved her!

AlooFar said...

Guy, pele O!

This blood Group thing sef!

princesa said...

Did you guys break up cos of the genotype thing?
I thought modern medicine has solution for that now.

musco said...

@afrobabe-thanks,d anguish is better said than imagined.found sm1 i'm tieing d knots with soon!

@abby-God has definitely blessed wit sm1 else.why did u tagg me now?bn trying to run away frm it.

@sha-really sucked back then but had to move on wit life

@lg-tanx.wetin man go do now

@tintin-guess it was just never meant to be.

@aloofar-i'm sure u know d full gist now.abi o,this blood group thing sef.d 1st tin u shld ask her b4 she says yes is her blood group.

@princesa-we felt that way 2 but after a little bit of research we realised the risk wasn't worth it.there hasn't bn any cure really for the sickle cell disease that i know of.

Fausset said...

aww thats sad..but its best you guys deal with ur emotions now before sumthing worse happens to ur children. its for the best, just know that you'll love her in your heart...

Anu boy said...

jesGuy... life goes on... i have hit that major highway twice....

something better will always come.. anyways...

thanks for checking me out....

guy, was i happy to leave that camp... i was...

AlooFar said...

Guy!

I thot someone tagged you already!

againstthegrain said...

first time reading your blog, i like it.
As for this post; I can imagine how emotional a time like that can be, but your last line says it best, in the fact that, every person enters your life for a reason